Is there any way to self-test for bipolar disorder?
It was suggested to me by a friend that I could be bipolar, but I’d rather not go to a specialist because I don’t like making a big deal out of these things, and honestly it just doesn’t make sense in my head that I’d have something like that.
I suppose there are times I feel manic. My thoughts race, I can’t stay still for more than a minute, I get an urge to leave the room and go somewhere else only to return again straight after I’ve left… and then sometimes I feel so crushingly low it verges on suicidal. The latter happens quite often… everything seems really pointless; even my (beloved) girlfriend just completely disappears, and I want to sleep forever. Next day I could be totally content.

